thinking of you

firework by katy perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in
Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

wrong number,

salah sms bisa membuat seseorang tersinggung.
maafkan saya bu harusnya itu dikirim ke cindut huhuhuhu :'(((

melihat ke 3 tahun yang lalu

sengaja,
saya masuk ke kamar mama, ke lemari tempat beberapa arsip-arsip penting di rumah ini dijadikan sat
tangan saya langsung merambah ke map hijau tua ber cover kulit, dengan tinta emas tertulis
"LAPORAN PENILAIAN HASIL BELAJAR
SEKOLAH MENEGAH PERTAMA
AL HIKMAH FULL DAY SCHOOL"

beberapa jarak dari atas, terdapat kertas putih kecil
tertera
"000621 - SHENY NOVINDRA DEWI"

 lembar demi lembar saya buka, terpancar senyumm kelegaan
andaikan SMA ini nilai saya tidak jauh beda dengan si hijau.
9,9,9 untuk pelajaran matemaatika.
sekarang? 75 saja sudah alhamdulillah.

Perfect is boring, human is beautiful.

-tyra banks-

semester v

jujur.
saya agak merinding sama hasil rapot semester ini.
remidi dimana-mana,
intinya kaya, i feels like, SMA ini aku sekolah nggak dapet apa-apa
berasa. useless banget.
percuma membanding-bandingin Sheny SMP dan Sheny SMA.
B E D A
remidi saya hindari sebaik mungkin, tugas saya kerjakan semaksimal mungkin.
sekarang?
remidi seperti biasa, tugas tunggu teman saja.
saya berasa seperti seorang clumsy yang berada di tengah pribadi baru yang menyesatkan.

ya. saya berdoa saja semoga ada mukjizat.

i've lost my little friend

here is he. he's a monster, he's an angel, he's my best friend, he's a good listener, he's my play mates, he's my room mates (sometimes), he act like we've known each other for a long time
i remember, the first time dola gave me this cutie.
he got a diarhea and i went to the doctor and bought some madicine for him.
he's soooooooo cute
i knew for the first time, he looked like home sick, he won't stay out from it cage for a week, until the time goes by he turns out into a good pet, he knew how to play with me even with my brother
but why the time for me and him ended too fast.
it was 11.27 AM
i've just arrived at home. and i heard a sorrow voice behind the piano.
that was like the hardest time that i found him staring blank coughing his eyes open widely and he puked a liquid from his mouth
oh my god. i feel like i'm a terrible master already.
it took half an hour after that.
he passed away.
good bye my lover.
good bye my friend.
:( i'll miss you. forever. and always.
shedo.
21-10-2010

bang bang -__- dipaksa orang

i'm wondering if i post my video's on youtube :p

hem i'm watching some indie video that covered by some "utube" singer.

and i just wondering if i post one of my "singing" video will it be watched by thousands eyes? :D

i've just done one video

realize by colbie caillat - :D

i'll post it here someday :D

OR MAYBE NOT

hey mates

okay, it's kind a wierd tho, i feel like i was talking to my self nnn until now, i'd like to share something which i thought this was some that i call it spices that shown up in my life, which i live in it and try to make a little change on it.
okay. it's kind a freak
it's kind a awkward
okay i'll start blogging.
um. actually aku udah pernah buat blog or tumblr but i haven't like post on it regulary cause beside on the psychology test that i take i got a random personality, nggak suka keteraturan, ya that's me.
and i know ini nggak nyambung kan.
a best friend of mine text me isinya kaya gini : "aku lagi baca buku, kalo kita lagi ada masalah terus dituliskan kedalam bentuk karangan. itu akan baik untuk kesehatan dan membuat lega"
hm kind a not intreseted in it for a while, but yea now i do this then.
2010 means a lot for me, banyak masalah dimana tahun ini i got so many lesson yang bisa aku ambil when my age turns to 17. haha it's kind a clumsy for me, me a 17th years old girl. trying to find her self out by this blog. (hopefully)
hm okay.
this wasn't an introducing at all, but i hope it's a formality to start my first post on this blog.
haha okay hope i'll fill you regulary bloggy..

cheers

kiss and hug

sheny.

nb : good IND-GLISH rite? haha 

thankyou :)