Selasa, 17 Mei 2016

It's been a long time since my last post, literally

Hi Sheny's here,

Sebenrnya aku nggak tahu apa yang bikin aku pingin kembali menulis di blog ini, well mungkin karena aku baru ingat kalau aku dulu pernah buat blog (yang thankfully masih ingat passwordnya) and i think because recently I've been doing so much web browsing untuk persiapan ***;) dan kebanyakan hasil browsing aku masuk ke dalam blog-blog orang lain, lalu aku mulai terpikir kenapa aku nggak mengisi blog lagi, hitung-hitung buat melepas penat saat kerja dan hopefully bisa juga untuk menjadi refrensi orang-orang (hihi)

Some people say that i have a really bad skill on interpreting what i want to say (termasuk menulis) istilahnya mungkin mbelibet which means susunan kata-katanya suka bikin orang lain (paling sering yang jade korban sih si mas calon) bingung, tapi yaudah lah hitung-hitung buat numpahin pikiran, karena ada yang bilang nulis blog itu sama kaya curhat ke orang lain.. so here i am, starting to fill in this abandones blog, untuk selanjutnya inshaaAllah aku basal rajin neg-post tentang personal life aku, rekomendasi, hobi dan liannya

and seriously can someone tell me how to turn off the check spelling.

stop complaining Sheny,

okay,

So.. hopefully i'll see you on my next posts!

Cheers,
Sheny

Selasa, 12 April 2011

do i feel too much about this :(

loving, missing, weeping for God's creatures?
unworthy.
now there are only good memories which cant come back.
Now every time I try to feel it again, I opened the old folders.
yes that shows how i really miss him. but i just keep not doing anything to show it to him.
remembering, imaging, how i feel so anxious and happy at that time.
Now.
feel sorry for the wrong steps i took.

this is my favorite song of all time

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Jumat, 01 April 2011

tyra banks vs sheny banks :p

looks

do you believe that eyes could talk? or probably they will.
once i heard a song from a nickelodeon artist.
"devon werkheiser"

the song which i love so much.
"if eyes could speak"
one of the lyric said.

"What am I afraid of a finding?
I know what I'm thinking
But the words won't come out"

its about, when someone likes you, like, really adore you. then he couldn't speak so much when you're right beside him. or when he stared at you his world turned busy of "what should i do?" "what will she think about me?"
that makes me realize that. once a person really meant their words. they WILL NOT say it easily. they will feel like "OMG i am afraid i just cant speak it out" or "i just cant stare her from this close distance" "she's just so amazing that my world turns so hard to say when i met her" 
don't you like..
find so many boys out there. looking for love like love is an easy games to be played.
but when you met a real boy with a real feelings like he really likes you and want you to be his last.
he couldn't and wouldn't say anything. and probably this songs stands for boys that really have real heart deserved only for you.


here if you want to check out the lyric. 
Standing close to me close enough
To reach perfect time to tell her
But I can't even put the words together
Bevelizing eyes getting in my disguise
Can't you see me hiding?

What am I afraid of a finding?
I know what I'm thinking
But the words won't come out

If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you dress
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

Here we go again
Trying to pretend my hands are steady
The way she looks tonight isn't helping
Vision's getting blur, gotta calm my nerves
It's now or never
There's only one way to the answer

I know what to tell her
But the words won't come out

[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/devon-werkheiser-lyrics/if-eyes-could-speak-lyrics.html ]
If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you dress
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

Maybe I can finally get it right
Finally get the nerve to speak my mind
And tell you the things I can't say
And baby, I would look into your eyes
And maybe you will finally realize
Words are just words anyway

If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you dress
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

I tell you all about the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you dress
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk


xoxo,
sheny.