do i feel too much about this :(

loving, missing, weeping for God's creatures?
unworthy.
now there are only good memories which cant come back.
Now every time I try to feel it again, I opened the old folders.
yes that shows how i really miss him. but i just keep not doing anything to show it to him.
remembering, imaging, how i feel so anxious and happy at that time.
Now.
feel sorry for the wrong steps i took.

this is my favorite song of all time

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you